Ups and Downs

Everything feels like it's been crashing down around me. School's been going great, until I get a notice in the mail yesterday saying I owe them $4,000 for tuition fees - which I can NOT afford right now.  I'm hoping that my Financial Aid hadn't kicked in by the time they sent out the notice [which was November 28th].  I had to quit my job because it wasn't paying well enough - I was LOSING money - and my babysitter was moving more than an hour away from us [she was super nice, and super cheap!].  So now I'm broke, have a credit card bill to pay and now school fees to worry about *sigh*  On top of all of this, I have been missing taking my medicine - for those that don't know, I suffer from anxiety and depression, and I take Citalopram for it - which makes me an emotional wreck when I miss just one day.  I wish Lennon would go to bed already so I can take a bubble bath, pop one of my pills, and pass out.

/rant