Showing posts with label Emotions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Emotions. Show all posts

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Ups and Downs

Everything feels like it's been crashing down around me. School's been going great, until I get a notice in the mail yesterday saying I owe them $4,000 for tuition fees - which I can NOT afford right now.  I'm hoping that my Financial Aid hadn't kicked in by the time they sent out the notice [which was November 28th].  I had to quit my job because it wasn't paying well enough - I was LOSING money - and my babysitter was moving more than an hour away from us [she was super nice, and super cheap!].  So now I'm broke, have a credit card bill to pay and now school fees to worry about *sigh*  On top of all of this, I have been missing taking my medicine - for those that don't know, I suffer from anxiety and depression, and I take Citalopram for it - which makes me an emotional wreck when I miss just one day.  I wish Lennon would go to bed already so I can take a bubble bath, pop one of my pills, and pass out.

/rant